Thursday, February 23, 2017

The Awakening - The Greatest Psyop in History


I recently read an article by Willem Felderhof called "Parents – the Most Loyal Agents for the Torture Control Matrix" and something he stated made me realize what I have been refusing to see for years; for I too want to have 'hope'.

"If there was such a thing as a global awakening visible we would have
seen a massive and exponentially growing number of global disobedience,
especially by parents who protect their children as a result of their
knowledge, and actions accordingly."

Now, denial is a very powerful state of mind, for it can cloud all of one's senses, emotions and judgment. Having been writing (brain explosions) for the past 11 years or so and having been published on various websites over the years, the one thing that I have witnessed, yet refused to acknowledge, is how the 'Awakened' seem to come and go; one day they appear (like I did) and then another day they are gone - like a dream.

I have noticed that the 'awakened' seem to have separated themselves into differing factions over the years: Truthers, Liberals, Libertarians, New Age, Collectivists, Individualists, Anarchists and many more with the only common denominators being that "No One Comes Together" and no one TRUSTS each other. For there is always that great fear of 'psyops' and 'cointelpro agents' which no doubt has had a hand in things, perhaps for those very reasons, for a DIVIDED populous is always controllable.

The rhetoric has been escalating over the years as all these groups have a lot to say about the current state of human affairs and about one another, which simply helps to solidify the divisions needed for humanity to remain SLAVES. Just look around, it is easy to spot all the P.O.B.s (points of blame): immigrants, religions, snowflakes, liberals, alt-right, the last 'elected' (selected) leader, the current leader, the rich, the poor (entitled), government and again, many more, seems to have all contributed to the mentality that one group of humans is taking from ME so trust no one. This rhetoric has increased and the levels of demonstrable hatred has become very noticeable within the 'hearts' of the populous (if they truly have one left).

There are many which offer 'solutions' and information for those which are willing to PAY for it within these tumultuous times; when I went to South America, I was surprised (and not) to find that 'healing plant medicines' were such a booming business. Donate here, buy now, don't wait until it's too late, for your family needs that filter/seed pack/survival gear/information; oh what profits can be generated by an impending apocalypse and a divided populous.

It used to be that 'wisdom' was FREELY passed along through the ages in order to ensure the advancement of society and a better life for future generations; that stopped many moons ago. Now we are left with the arrogance of 'my idea', which is claimed to be solely mine within the 7 billion inhabitants of this planet, for only I am capable of having such an idea. So we patent and copyright and make sure that nothing can be freely attained which may add value to the whole of humanity.

I wanted to believe when others stated that "This is a great time to be alive" for the 'change' is almost upon us and a 'convergence' of 'energies' is nigh so I went looking for such. I thought that people would come together, form ad-hoc communities and at least try to create some differing paradigms; what I found was the same mentalities with the same controls based on the same fears and separation, with the only differences being the levels of said controls and fears.

Most of you are hypocrites, and those which aren't know who they are and don't need me to apologize for my blunt honesty, the rest of you can writhe in my words all you like but it won't get you anywhere except to a greater place of hatred. There is but ONE thing that will save humanity at this point and it is so simple that people reject it immediately. All we need to do is GET OVER OURSELVES (our programmed ego) and see that we are fools on so many levels; for those which think that I do not include myself in this equation, concentrate on YOU instead of OTHERS (I am still working on that).

I know what it is like to not sleep, to internalized the troubles of the world and to walk around like Atlas carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders; that is my own issue of which I must break free. I know what it is like to awaken in the morning wishing I had not, to cry every day for a world in pain and to loathe every last one of you; that is my own pain of which I must claim responsibility for. I know what it is like to face madness on a daily basis and I know what it is like to simply want to speak honestly and from my heart only to be met with nothing but animosity and fear. I know what it is like to reach out only to not be received.

So BRAVO to the GREAT AWAKENING for it is everything the controllers could ever dream of and more; so much separation and suspicion formed around individual camps which shall never come together to challenge today's NORMAL. Scroll back up and re-read that quote from Mr. Felderhof, do you see any of that actually happening? What I see is the populous vehemently defending all the things which keeps humanity on its KNEES for there is always an excuse or justification for our individual and collective stupidities.

The PROBLEM isn't with the controllers; it is within ALL OF US and until we can see our own FALLACIES and LIMITATIONS (programmed or real) there will never be any CHANGE.

Saturday, February 18, 2017

If Stupidity Were Painful

What Kind of World Would This Be If Stupidity Were Painful?

Firstly, let me define the pain depending on the possible global consequences of said stupidity:

Low: A bee sting - which will be for the minor stupid moments which everyone goes through in their lives.

Medium: That pain you get when a muscle knot forms under the shoulder blade which leaves you barely capable of moving one side of your upper body while feeling the pain shooting and throbbing right down to the tips of your fingers for days - yeah that one - will be for the medium sized stupid moments which say, keep us from advancing as a species.

Extreme: Giving birth for 30 days (and not the 'breathe hun' type) - which is reserved for the serious offences which could, say, wipe out life.

As you can see they are all pretty painful and for the sake of imagination, there are no allergies in this scenario so none of them will induce death although at the extreme level, they may wish for it.


Second, who shall define such stupidity and it's levels?:

- For the sake of this article, I will be judge, jury and executioner (Grin).

- For the sake of your imagination, you can say the universe, god, karma; whatever floats your boat.


Let's start with some examples which would fall under the bee sting category of stupidity:

- Cognitive Dissonance - I think it is fair to say that if everyone which experiences this felt a bee sting every time, that things would be drastically different. I can probably assume that the 'Truther' or "Awake' community are cheering at this moment but don't be so quick for I believe everyone, not excluding myself, would be affected by this pain and that it would rather be a difference of frequency (and not the wave type) between the people.

- You know when you just respond out of IGNORANCE because you felt that you needed to say something - ouch.

- You know when you are listening to someone and then have a need to say something so instead of listening you are just waiting your turn - yeah, LISTENING is an intricate part of conversation and LEARNING, so buzzzzz.

- You know when you defend your ignorance instead of embracing it and opening the door to actually learning something - oooh that stings.

- You know when you ignore, denigrate, ridicule... information or a messenger simply because you don't understand it or grasp its concept. - just a little prick :-)

So the minor things are things which we all need to work on individually and really have no real affect on everything else; or does it? I think that this affects every part of human sociological behavior and what is mentioned above keeps us as a species from really moving forward bringing us to our current zeitgeist. But what do I know?


OK, on to the second pain which shall simply be called 'That Knot':

- Electric car developed before internal combustion yet more 'development' has been spent over 100+ years for the latter which in turn has fed the oil industry which in turn fed the auto industry which in turn ripped out the electric trams and replaced them with buss' which ripped out rail lines and stopped service to rural areas which... I think you get the point; that whole stupid idea and NOW they want electric? Now don't get lost in who fed who above because for this exercise, it is not important. That Knot

- So you manufacture a really good product which last years and people are really happy with so you decide instead to cut down on the quality so that people will buy more often (planned obsolescence) or you simply force out other competitors using economic and legal means or you withhold technologies (patents) in order to release it gradually for more profit... Again, pretty obvious and I didn't even go into the wasted resources part of this - don't worry it only hurts all the time for a few days.

- After years and years of doing the exact same thing you continue to do it anyways - VOTE. What is it that you expect? That some benevolent billionaire will swoop down and save everyone from the evil trillion-airs? Have you not learned from anything in the past or is it simply that you can not IMAGINE another option? Does it not all seem to be the SAME to anyone else? There are little trimmings here and garland there but it is the same. Are we that indoctrinated by our masters that we actually believe that one of them will SAVE us? YOU DON'T NEED A LEADER - LEAD YOURSELF - sorry but that pain will go away soon (week max).

- Your a corporation which likes to engage in secret negotiations for trade deals with governments and write clauses which would enable you to sue said governments for infringing on you PROFITS while they try to protect their citizens or the environment. So much wrong there but I do believe that both parties deserve That Knot (maybe too lenient).

Alright, so there are four examples (among many) which I can see is all about control and profit and commonly could be stopped by simply going through the bee stings and then stopping your participation in their game of control and profit - do you really need to pay for your own brainwashing and 'up-size' every time the screen gets bigger (that sounds like a Bee Sting moment)?


Don't worry, I've saved all the favorites for last; where the really big hurt happens. Now, I am not sure on whether to just include everything in one big, convoluted paragraph or by point but since Pain and Suffering sells I will do point by point for readership - ouch (that little joke was worth the pain).

- So your a weapons manufacturer which knows that war is profitable but need to end a long, drawn out war. You call some scientist together and develop the atom bomb (not Einsteins shining moment). Over the years weapons development, wars, militarization of police, surveillance, et. al. can all be attributed to the M.I.C. (I always want to continue: KEY MOUSE) and now called 'Deep State'. You lobby, you threaten and you may even assassinate to get your way. All this hype about HATE speech yet look around at all our great killing machines - now that inspires hate. Build toys of war; this is going to hurt.

- You are Main Stream Media and you have the power to control what people think and talk about, what to fear, what to strive for, whom to worship, whom to hate, what to read,... and truly EDUCATE; but you don't do the last one, do you? You are a mouthpiece for those which deem themselves the CONTROLLERS, the propaganda arm for corrupt governments (is there another kind?) and whores to big business across the globe. 30 days of hard labor.

- You are a BANKSTER cartel which for centuries has controlled money on this planet and even profits from financing both sides of wars; you are notorious for profiting at the suffering of others. You have succeeded in convincing the inhabitants of this world that MONEY=LIFE over the years and use your control and power, which is solely attained through the general acceptance of the VALUE of your MONEY, for your quest, which some believe, of WORLD DOMINATION. Now, I know a lot of you believe that their punishment should be DEATH but stooping to their level solely makes us the same savages that they are; 'An Eye For An Eye' has to stop somewhere before we all go blind. And if that isn't convincing enough, just ask a lady how painful 30 days of childbirth would be.


Now, with all those examples, try to IMAGINE what the world would be like if Stupidity were painful. Would these things have even manifested? If not, why do we keep MANIFESTING them today?

Looking Back - Seeing Forward

As I leave my 48th and enter the 49th year on this planet I look back at the history within my lifetime and I ponder "What do I believe"? For do I really believe that humanity has the capacity, in its current state, to gracefully exit the age which I can solely describe as The Age of Stupidity? I fear that the worst is yet to come.

There are a lot of people out there with many good ideas offering places to start discussing real solutions to real problems; the problem is that most simply want to 'debunk' or vilify such individuals using some sort of weird algorithms  developed from perhaps the Terminator series, or is it the only reaction they know within their programmed psyche - DENY anything which goes against the accepted paradigm; which 'I feel threatens me'.

So I hold back on conversations in order to avoid the inevitable outcome as the subconscious throws up whatever high level blocks remain which keep control while the individual believes they are 'awakened'. There are many of these high level blocks but I believe the most important is the notion of 'property'. That one is the top controlling factor. For whatever else you believe you know, one rarely gets to evaluating the notion of 'owning' a part of life (Earth) and claiming 'I AM AWAKE'. So ideas and concepts which can be taken apart to retain the best aspects and try to blend something of an existence which is better than WAR - are simply thrown away as 'Utopian' or replied to in that usual brain dead fashion "Who's Going To PAY For It?"

They want ELECTRIC cars while holding onto the JOBS which internal combustion produces. They want CHANGE without disturbing their LIFESTYLE. They want to be told the TRUTH but still want to live the DREAM. They want EQUALITY for all and still want to feel SPECIAL. They want DIGNITY for all yet still believe in PROPERTY - when property pits one against another simply because you have and they don't, what owns what?

Whatever box, these so called 'thinkers' believe they have escaped is almost always limited by a glass ceiling made of Gold. "Who's going to pay for it?" they scream because money is the only story we know of; what else is there? "It's always been that way". Few have searched through history to find why we are obsessed with gold (money) and those which have and have differing theories are quickly dismissed and ridiculed for believing in 'myths and legends'.

I have never believed in that story - that of money. I have, recurrently, been offered that age-old wisdom that "You need money to live" but when I try to offer the observation that the statement itself is an admittance of life equalling money, it usually fills the mind with denial and animosity (to name 2).

I remember in 2005, while driving through the U.S., I had stopped in Colorado for the night and went to the closest bar for some beer. I order a jug and sat at the bar and observed and finally ended up playing pool with a patron. Afterwards we continued to discuss at the bar, and I posed questions as to the current state of 'Freedom' in the U.S. at the time. Our conversation caught the ear of the bartender which apparently did not like my line of questions. He confiscated my 3/4 full jug of beer and proceeded to escort me out the door. As I left, I turned and smiled and said "There's your free speech right there".

I wonder if the individual above has ever reflected on that incident and realized what actually transpired - He overheard a conversation, reacted and used his 'authoritative' influence to punish (jug was paid for), silence and remove someone which he thought outside his boundaries and considered a 'threat' to his 'knowledge' and possibly to his nation. Now how many times do people as individuals actually see themselves honestly and could see that? Well every one of those little reactions, which we don't catch, solidifies the programs which keep us as slaves.

Some things I believe:

I believe in the universality of energy and that this energy flows through everything. I believe that once we simply 'get over ourselves', life will take a drastic turn. I believe that the only thing we need to 'fight' is really ourselves. I believe that we allow ourselves to be externally coerced and I believe that this allows us to create the conditions where our energy no longer flows and is 'contained'.

When energy cannot flow, it builds up and is easily manipulable to manifest as whatever is desired (sometimes an explosion). One needs simply to look around, what is desired is definitely not LOVE. So the question would be why? Why is the flow of energies being restricted? Some say a galactic event, perhaps, and maybe this is not just happening here.

I believe that our puny little minds may contain all of the knowledge of the universe; if only we had eyes, ears, and heart to access it.  The eyes cannot see past its being's own self importance, let alone the mysteries of the universe. The ears seem to hear only what that being 'wants' to hear let alone the secrets yet to discover. And the heart is constantly searching outside itself for 'approval' when it simply needs to realize that it is a perfect being which simply is being held back (retarded) by whom if not itself? Perhaps the 'god' which created us has been busy around the galaxy fine tuning this experiment (if that is where you lean towards) and the program is nearly complete.

A Battle?

So there is a battle being waged on whatever level feels right to you but I don't believe that is is an 'all out war' (must lose war speak). I believe that we are being 'contained', for the knowledge we hold could upset the balance of our galaxy, which may be experiencing the same 'pangs' of universal growth as we are. Multiple planets or dimensions, take your pick, but for me, this is happening on levels we cannot yet comprehend and that the Earth is like the proverbial 'swing state'. This growth of awareness and LOVE is what the controllers want to contain - for it may change everything.

In going with one theory - this growth goes against the mentalities which we seem to enshrine: war, stature, wealth, property, competition etc. at all levels and threatens the species which have laid claims across the galaxy to whatever they set foot on (sounds familiar). They have infested the galaxy in similar fashion to Earth over many millenia; spreading without the consciousness of the knowledge they hold and advancing in arrogance rather than love. If creation of life is your definition of god, who do you answer to when you accomplish it? Are humans just a slave species which has been controlled throughout our know time? Are we ready to break free?

So I try to be a better human today than I was yesterday and tell myself "that is a start". Some of you may be wondering about the definition of 'human' but one realizes as time goes on that the definition changes for we are not rigid nor meant to be 'normal'; now that doesn't mean we need to feel 'special' either. What it simply means is to be - in the moment without judgment, goals, ideals or duality's (as Bruce Lee said - Like Water). It means to be capable of seeing one's self honestly without those things which we beat ourselves with.

I see the light in the form of little sparks, spread all over the globe, waiting for that moment which may be but a realization to let one's self go and stop being the slave that 'life' (sociologically speaking) dictates and live without the boundaries and constraints instilled upon humanity. Do you see that happening any time soon?

Freedom won't be given to humanity and neither will it be acquired forcibly; just STOP believing in external powers which in turn stops you from giving away your power. Take back your humanity or simply slide into the swamp (buzz word) and remain the savages the controllers need to exist (nice duality no?).

Believe it or not, there is a NEED for people to come TOGETHER but we must all do it INDIVIDUALLY.

Wednesday, February 01, 2017

NWO Manifesto - Condensed Version

Now, sometimes when I write it is like it just comes out of me, without thinking but this time was very different; I don't know where this really comes from. This is a new experience for me, perhaps it was my visit with the shadow people when I experienced Ayahuasca.



As we have control of everything in the world: economics, agriculture, production, transportation, media, education, governments, alimentation, health-care, technology, water, land, sea, air, space, legal systems (national and international) and we have reached a certain pinnacle of technology. It has become necessary to take steps to ensure our survival in this realm; this means we must eliminate the imminent threat and cull our herd at the same time.

This accelerated program comes as a galactic awakening is happening which must be suppressed in order for us to continue our rule in this realm; this has awakened energies which we have long thought eradicated.

With the advent of the Internet some people have voraciously absorbed information which once was secret or limited by factors which are no longer viable due to technology. Thankfully many layers of our PR defenses have been actively working to counteract whatever damage has been done with the leaks of information over the years. A strategy of confusion has been active for many years now, saturating the Internet with useless but convincing information for people to follow.

Below is a summary of the steps taken and needed in order to achieve our goal and rule for centuries to come. This awakening must not be allowed to happen and the vibration level of the people must be kept as low as possible for the next 20 years. If necessary, all out war is an option of last resort.

To do so we have chosen and have been working on the following methodologies:

Make sure the populous are trained to be reactive and confused.

Convince people that there is over population that is helping to destroy the planet and that there are 'useless eaters' amongst them.

Formulate people's consumption habits and then convince them that their consumption habits are destroying the planet.

Convince people to fear a large portion of the global population; choose those which are in the state of 'development' and easily culled without all out uproar. After having dehumanized a chosen population - war is a great way to move forward.


We have been instilling divisions within the populous for eons for us to exploit. Now we use the tactic of subdivisions which can be created if they don't already exist but what you want is people to divide themselves.

Here is a condensed list of established divisions which we have been facilitated and are ready for exploitation:

Sex
Race
Economic class
Educational status
Employment status
Geographical location
Political affiliations
Philosophical beliefs
Religious beliefs
Ethnicity
Language
Environment

We also use the following programmed triggers and fears when needed:

Competition - A useful tool for many different games.

Scarcity - The populous must continue to believe that there is scarcity in this world and that it is worsening for the reasons we provide.

Fear/Terror - The ultimate weapon for us - continue its use on every level possible using every possible asset. Use of false flag operations have continued to be effective in this regard in order to provide them with the 'security' which only we can provide (chuckle).

Anger/Indignation/Vengeance - The populous needs to be angry at polar opposites of the divisions which we create; does not matter which side they choose.

Shame/Guilt - This one is great because we can get them to internalize almost anything.

Ego/Narcissism - Inflate the self importance of the people as we fill them with our information. Make sure to include Nationalism/Patriotism triggers which elevate war.

Ignorance - what they don't know can't hurt us; keep them that way. When possible, keep them in binary thought patterns.


Tools at our disposal:

Media - Media has done an exceptional job over the years of keeping the people divided, consuming and distracted while helping to steer people towards the skills which we desired at that time. The media's job (with the new additions) is to continue with a focus on division at whatever level available at that moment. Social media is a great tool for this as it keeps the people less capable of focusing on issues for long periods of time; fill them with trolls and useful idiots.

Education - Education has always been used in order to instill a basic knowledge in order to be productive while instilling a respect for authority - keep using this strategy whilst increasing the authority program using fear and coercion. Making education mandatory over the years and for profit has been genius on many levels; one such example would be that people which are, in essence, ignorant will feel themselves elevated by stature and assumed intelligence which shall easily deflect any thinking which is outside the sphere of current and accepted 'knowledge'.

Surveillance - Use this to fish out the threats and also to instill a level of nervousness within the psyche; keeping the vibration level low. Use to gather blackmail material and 'leak' information to create general 'unease'.

Stooges - Of this there has never been a lack of. Reward compliance and 'normal' thought while vilifying 'abnormal' behavior and it will take care of itself.

Law - Over the decades, we have limited what the populous can do without our permission and coerced compliance through levees and fines (fear). Accelerate this policy while protecting the actions of our enforcers; this will widen the gap in the 'us vs. them' mentality instilled in the enforcers.

Language - infiltrate and replace while twisting meaning and redefine - eg. "tolerance" used as acceptance of immigrants - use words which can induce a negative association in the subconscious. The language of war is essential in every day life and people must be convinced that they control how they speak; let them think that a debate is a discussion. eg. the New Age community using 'Spiritual Warrior' still fits in nicely with the agenda. If it is about vibration levels, keep them low. Keep people on edge by constantly devolving the language so that people not only find it difficult to express but also to listen and understand.


Methodology for ensuring low vibration:

Keep them reacting - keep the populous as reactionary as possible as this will ensure the impossibility of actual thought and they will remain easy to lead down whichever path we choose.

Target the family - we have always instilled division within the family unit through subtle ploys and techniques to make people believe that embarking on our adventure (chuckle) at the ripe age of 18 was the adult thing to do. Now create economic strife which will force the children of those which left at 18 to remain longer and with the right amount of prodding from our other resources, shall create an atmosphere of unease (overstaying one's welcome).

Property - Keep letting people believe that they own a part of our planet which they purchased with our money. The threat of losing this property has always been great leverage. Always make some lose it all so as to instill some fear in the others. They know that they own nothing unless we let them.

Enforcement - Quelling revolt and controlling workers while convincing the populous that they were there to 'protect and serve' was a great start for our enforcement program. Now go out and fill the ranks with the most pliable of minds with the least amount of intellect which has run through the enhanced authority education and fill them with fear of the populous; they must feel that there is potential peril with every public encounter; make them edgy and reactive.

Invoke Historical Fears - Conjuring images from the past is a great way to use many emotional triggers; keep hammering away at the holocaust program and watch them yell 'Hitler', almost on command.

Project External Enemies - In order to put on a really good show for our cull, we need war, make sure there are always enemies to do battle with; war must be accepted as the only option.

Alimentation - poison their food so that we may learn and prepare for diseases which may affect our longevity as well as ensure short life spans; a good way to induce sterilization methods as well as through pharmaceuticals. Their malnourished bodies will not be capable of dealing with the sicknesses which we unleash.

We have been suppressing awakenings for generations with great success, this one will be no different.


Waking Times: The New World Order Manifesto

Spanish Translation: Thank You José Manuel Goig   El Manifesto del Nuevo Orden Mundial

Monday, January 23, 2017

My Thoughts on Feminism





I saw this image and it made me think of this whole feminism thing which I have noticed.

This image made me think because woman is universe (humanly speaking). There is no life without woman; even the richest and most evil was born of woman.

Men have hated and been jealous of this for centuries and the history speaks for itself but do not dwell too much on the history of the winners nor carry the torch for past generations; carry the torch for you, for NOW. Fight because you KNOW what you are fighting for.

Are you fighting for rights which have been eroded over decades if not centuries which affect everyone?

Are you fighting for equality for all, not just the division of the sexes?

Are you fighting for a saner, healthier way of life which is in balance with humanity and nature with an evolutionary path instead of a stagnant cycle?

It is told that women are softer, more lenient than men. Are you fighting to be harder and harsher?

It is said that women are kinder than men. Are you fighting for equality to be mean?

I have heard that a "woman president would never launch a nuclear war". Are you fighting to prove that she would?

The main way to divide humanity is through the most basic difference - sex. What better way to begin the mechanisms of control than by encouraging the most basic of divisions throughout our lives. Don't forget that there were also well treated woman (equal) throughout history, they just don't fit the agenda for you to know about them.

Don't you think that instead of fighting to be like men, it would be more productive to help us become better men for the women that you are; for the society which could be? Do we need to fight for further sub-divisions of our most basic division? Where is the sanity in that? Be who you believe you are but leave others out of it; don't push divisions down their throats.

Would it not be better to fight along side of us against the system itself which creates, manipulates, encourages, sells, advertises and just plain brainwashes the population into accepting that "sex sells" on so many levels that there really are no 'defenses' for it as it permeates our entire beings. It must be firstly exposed and dismantled then replaced with something saner, more humane. There is no pride in bearing witness to the pornification of life.

Power is fleeting, subject to many things and also the projection of impotent beings but woman will always be woman. Why would you want to be equal to such inferior beings? The only POWER which is held is that over the entire human race and it begins with division starting at its most obvious. If the division is locked in at that level, how many other divisions do you subscribe to? Control is only obtained through acquiescence and acceptance of an 'authority'; what will you fight for?

Perhaps it is true that LOVE will save us in the end but that does not necessarily mean 'love thy neighbor', it may simply mean do not harbor animosity towards others; at least we could begin from there and break the shackles of division.

Thursday, January 05, 2017

An Awakening Moment

This is a collection of some 'Awakening Moments' which I can recall which have and continue to shape the person which I am today. They may not be in  order and many are simply life experiences but since everyone awakens differently, this is mine and I share it freely.

I have never felt comfortable within my experience of life as a whole. From early on I questioned too much (as if that were possible) but did so without thought. I was bored throughout school and, looking back, invited trouble from authoritative figures.

A line from a 1992 movie called Sneakers stuck with me over time - "Too many secrets".

The years flashed by and experiences and programming happened and I thought that if I could get that 'job', that things would turn around and work out. That illusion faded as my years and experiences grew.

I guess the simplest way to state it would be that, I woke up one day and thought: "There has to be more to life than the quest for cash".

I was starting to realize that life seemed to be a quest - not one of those noble, honourable quests - to get money from one pocket to put into mine. Is this really the way I wanted to be?

So I did what any 30 year old fed up with the 'quest for cash' does; Googles "volunteering overseas". After a year of waiting and interviewing / training (being told I was a fool) and 7 weeks after 9/11, I was off to Namibia in southern Africa for 2 years.

Maybe I was shielded from the propaganda storm which followed 9/11 by being removed from the incident both physically and mentally. I did not experience the media except for the odd clip here and there as this was another life, filled with glorious adventure and cultures to explore. Many other volunteers were also there which gave me the opportunity to get to know other western peoples as well. Some were idealists, some looking to enhance their resumes and everyone had a grand time.

It did not take long to realize that the recipients of our 'development work' just wanted one thing: to be westernized. They just wanted to do it at their own pace with all the gadgets which came with western society. Being in Africa as a 'Development Worker' made me realize that I was there to develop and change the way people live; their culture and beliefs.

I saw a tribe on my travels within the country, which lived for eons in the bush (The Himba) now looked down upon as they are thought of mainly as thieves, beggars, drunks, whores, drug addicts...the lowest of society; draining society's resources (like the Native American Indians have been treated). Sure, some 'make' it and they are shown as a shining light for the rest until they can 'catch up' to being civilized. What was being 'developed' was an introduction to a new, and mandatory way of life; MONEY.

Here is my little scenario (in my head) for it:

"Here is a new way of living for you,it's called money. You exchange it for anything but can only attain it certain ways; oh and these ways are regulated (to make things fair) so there are legal ways and illegal ways and legal ways from the past may become illegal in the future but illegal never becomes legal and.... When you do attain it, you must pay us -the government- a percentage because we 'protect' you and if you don't we will come and get it forcibly by taking all your stuff and put you in a cage (like an animal). Good luck."

So I return to my frosty homeland and acquire that job which would enable 'security'. One starts off at the the largest IT company as a contractor through a placement agency (job pimps) and if they like your work, they offer you a full time position. So I read the employment contract, for which stipulates that any idea I have hence forth belongs to them (in or out of work). Sign now, limited time offer.

Time to go: I end up selling or giving everything I had except for what I could fit into my $400 car and driving to Mexico from Canada; where I lived for 6 months.

Upon my return I am offered a position in the U.S. through the NAFTA agreement which falls through because I did not have the appropriate 'papers'. I begin working for the Military Industrial Complex where I eventually would be training flight simulator technicians.

I was  holding a training course for technicians from Air China and I had asked one "How is it working at a state owned communist company?" (being that we had conversed many times during the week and he had informed me that he has only known 'Communism'). To which he informed me that it is no longer state run per-say as it is now a joint venture with the company I worked for. I rephrase the question and ask "How is it then working for a more western company than the state run one?" He looked me in the eyes and replied "It's less human".

After the "less human" comment and completing the training with humor and relaxation to facilitate learning, I was told by the head of my department to "Watch it!". I suppose that they objected to me making the course fun and also cutting the memorize and regurgitate aspects of it which had no bearing while introducing proper troubleshooting techniques and juggling (yes the little balls) to lighten the load as computer systems of a flight simulator can be quite complex.

So that did not last long :-) After some more traveling and other work I begin working for a major telecommunications company leasing land for the erection of cellular towers. I was privy to some interesting meetings with some fairly high up people and one day, at a meeting during a discussion on health and safety one stated: "Even if cellular technology were to be found harmful to humans, we would not stop using it." - That is a direct quote for I will never forget those words.

Throughout the years there have been many moments of 'awakening' or clarity or questioning; whatever one wants to call them. From the ones mentioned above to asking the question in a conversation - "Is it better to say nothing and listen or respond in ignorance to join the conversation" - Only to be replied "It's better to talk to prove your intelligence". There are moments like these everywhere, it is our ability to see through the fog (intentional or not) which will eventually lead us to question which inevitably brings about change.

I don't focus on what moment led me to where I am today for they all did. I look at all of them as a learning opportunity. After my experience with Ayahuasca, the only conclusion which I can come to is that being AWAKE is not a destination but rather a JOURNEY and that journey is filled with opportunities to learn if one can break the barriers which hold us back. I am happy in knowing I will never be awake.

Happy Trails

Thursday, December 08, 2016

Would You

I read and read and read many things. I watch, I listen and I always find it amazing how easily people can be led to believe, repeat and defend something regardless of logic or fact. It matters not how intelligent one is or assumes, how old they are, for they have been told by reputable sources that X is true. Now, "reputable sources" could be questionable, and X may not actually be true but if it "Feels" true, then it must be. Part of that feeling is the part of our program which is open to drama and conflict, for separation is the name of the game and division is the main strategy.

The MSM does its part in this separation as it seems to convince people that they are divided. Be it in politics, wars, education, culture, media, the list is endless; everything and everyone is divided. Countries, races, cultures, families - all divided and Time Magazine names Trump Man of the Year with the tag-line "President of the Divided States of America". Now, if that does not TELL you that we are divided, I don't know what does for what you "feel" about that is all which is important and you should feel divided.

So fickle are the egos of today, as they easily remember the most recent and most hurtful events which are fed to them (real or imagined) but refuse to see any good or learn from the experience. There are no nuances left, simply duality: love/hate, good/bad, real/fake, normal/abnormal etc. and if you are not with them, you are against them; all the better for separation in their world of us versus them when us and them are really just me.

This seems to work especially well with the i generation (but not exclusively) with their devices continually connected to everyone yet no-one simultaneously, keeping themselves constantly available yet distant. They feel connected to what is happening through the same media outlets online as offline. I guess all that "trust" fed to them through the years while parked in front of their babysitter paid off, along with the possible self-realization that what they know and perhaps makes up who they think they are (identity) may be lies; difficult to admit, yet necessary to evolve (my wishful thinking perhaps).

This Generation has access to information like no other in history; they could know it all if they chose to, yet they simply repeat self defeating mantras like "no one can know it all" and the like in order to talk themselves out of everything. I have always said that there are a thousand reasons to not do something that it usually overshadows the one reason TO do it. But these programmed egos believe that they know it already or at least some expert has already the answer so why bother? Why research something which won't change anything in the long run?

If you could find out the objective reasons / consequences of War, would you still support the multitude of industries which consist of the Military Industrial Complex or the Politicians and a system which enables it? Would you still support the dropping of Peace and Democracy bombs in other countries "for their own good"?

If you could find out the objective reasons / consequences of Poverty, would you still support anything which has to do with the Banking, Insurance, Monetary Systems, IMF, World Bank, Usury based systems? Would you support a system in which Money equals Life?

If you could find out the objective reasons / consequences of Health and Food crises, would you still support the Big Pharma, Big Ag, Big Chemical and everything associated with them? Would you still support something which forcibly injects, prohibits, bullies, fines, arrests and cages those which want to have control over what goes into their bodies?

If you could find out the objective reasons / consequences of Resource Extraction and Pollution, would you still support Mining, Oil, Auto and the multitude of its enablers along with the many others which support the rape of the planet? Would you still idly watch as they displace communities, rip the top off of mountains, ravage the rain-forests, pollute the oceans and the air and poison our very essence of life: WATER?

If you could find out the objective reasons / consequences for the Police State, would you still support your Media which perpetuates the fears, the Populous which reacts to those fears, the Government which provides a security solution to those fears, the Technology Companies which deliver said solutions (NSA anyone), the Goons (which supposedly are human) which come out to enforce (if not kill) and the Prison Industrial Complex which eagerly awaits people like animals to put into their cages? Would you still be inclined to "snitch" the next time you "see something" (that includes the school indoctrination)?

If you could find out the objective reasons / consequences why we fail to communicate would you still support your programmed ego? Would you finally see that this is all just an orchestrated game and that we are not even players?

I suppose that all those questions above should really have stopped at "Would you?" for why would you go out and find objective truth when belief in "subjective truths" feeds the programmed ego; for anything can be "true" in your mind and you are never wrong?

Is this where we are at? I noticed the "Fake News" meme being spouted by MSM and had to laugh as it simply is a game of "I know you are but what am I". Perhaps Idiocracy is a documentary after all and the worst is yet to come. After all, if 5th graders are in charge of almost all of the communications medium on the planet, what chance is there unless everyone can suddenly see through it?

Does a great mind born today have a chance to fulfill its "intended destiny" (being smarter than the average bear) or are the chances greater that it will be forced to comply and forget that thought, objective thought, can identify problems and begin discussions to invoke solutions which could propel the advancement of humanity?

Shall we continue to spin the wheel in this game of life or can we at least attempt to see that the way that we have organized our social constructs is not sustainable (hehe, yes, I did use it), that this is no present way to live so why would we wish to perpetuate it forward for future generations and that we are all complicit in getting to where we now stand? So let us be complicit in finding solutions.

Time to break free of that tether which seems to have hold of most and it is time to SEPARATE from a GAME with no future.

Waking Times: You Don't Need A Leader - Lead Yourself

Spanish Translation: Thank You José Manuel Goig   NO NECESITAS UN LÍDER, LIDÉRATE A TI MISMO

Thursday, July 14, 2016

The Arrogance of Ignorance

How does a control mechanism based upon the minority population enact controls over the majority - fill them with fears insecurities and an inflated sense of importance while pitting them against each other and offering the only viable solutions. This brings everything down to the personal level, so that any conversation (or attempt thereof) is immediately considered as a threat, no matter how logical it may be. There are always the basic projections such as "you just want to be right" or "you just want everyone to think like you" - always an external enemy instead of actually listening to the words and logic which is attempted to be conveyed. Divide and conquer at its basis, for this conversation is about people of same backgrounds and similar experiences which turn on each other at the drop of a hat over simple words, misunderstandings and fear of having their ignorance called out.

I have always said that a good start to healing the myriad of problems in this world is to understand and enact true communication (ironic for the "communication age"); for this is a skill which has been (in my opinion) deliberately programmed out of us. Instead we are left with a reactionary base which throws around the "how I feel" meme about certain words to the point where if the word itself is not all that important, I will try to invoke "It's the way you said it" justification: to kill the messenger instead of hearing the actual message is actually the "norm" today.

I call this the "Arrogance of Ignorance". In today's world of "smart" this and "intelligent" that, there exists an inconceivable amount of ego and self judgment (or rather the fear of being judged by others) and a projection of a wrong doing from others; for if all our possessions are intelligent, where is there room for us? There are a great many more individuals which have achieved a "higher education" these days than that of recent history and with this it has brought about an air of superiority or "entitlement" (and I hate to use that word for that is yet another program) of intelligence, which seems to block all common sense and the ability to learn beyond what is perceived to to "known". Perhaps this is because the years and resources spent in achieving this higher mark from society is deemed as a point where "I don't have to learn anymore", "look at my paper - I am smart".

Always having to prove themselves as "better" or at least "knowledgeable" in order to save face, complete with projections based on fear that they may not be as informed as they believe. This is the perfectly programmed ego with its programmed responses of indignation, fear of losing a competition (albeit in the mind) and a child-like arrogance. They must protect their simple, programmed inadequacies with outward projections towards one which listens and takes in information. Within the last month, I have been told twice by people I have never met that I was "dangerous" because I listen and don't say much, to which I asked "dangerous to whom?" only to be responded with "to everyone". Fear intelligence.

So "ignorance", in these cases, is an insult instead of simply what the word means (can you figure it out? I'll give you a hint), ignorance is something that one can build upon, a place where one can learn from. The only thing one proves from their defence or indignation of their ignorance is actually their stupidity. Once one believes they know it all, can one learn? An important question to understand when speaking of this subject. Or perhaps when one believes that every offered opportunity for reflection is an insult, one solidifies their commitment to remaining ignorant.

In my opinion, based upon my observations, the human race has devolved over time and as a whole, humanity is as intelligent as a sack of hammers. Now how do YOU interpret that? Is that my fault or your own? Should I be held responsible for your interpretations? What did you perceive from that? Are you immediately thinking that I have a hatred for humanity and wish to see them suffer and die? Why would my mere observation be construed as "hatred"? Where does actual thought kick in and not reactive programming? This is what I think about, how mere questions and observations can be so misconstrued and twisted to fit anyone's defeatist and projectionary impulses (for one must defend one's self when one "feels" attacked) even if these are merely a programmed reaction in order to keep one from questioning and truly thinking outside the box (how many are doing that right now?)?

Do you ever question yourself when you respond with a "NO!" seemingly automatically (like a child) or when you say something simply to hear yourself talk, even if it has no bearing on the conversation or if it just makes no sense? Do you ask yourself if you have even heard what was being conveyed (or attempted)? Do you ask yourself why such responses come out seemingly beyond your control? Did you give yourself the chance to "learn something new"? I know I don't do it all the time but I do question my reactions and responses to see if they are indeed programmed. Are these questions too offensive? Are they too deep? Perhaps I am just too negative; what other justifications and projections can you think of to not even hear what is being conveyed? How far will the ego go to protect its ignorance?

It is very easy to question other's motives; to project outwardly rather than digging introspectively and having a real, honest look at one's self; after all, who wants to "look stupid"? In reality, is that not simply a mind game which we play with ourselves? Do we ever wonder WHY we torture ourselves in this way? Why we give so much credence to what others may think about us even when the things we think they think originate from our own minds? Why give power to others? Should we not keep some for ourselves in order to become stronger and better human beings? Should we not learn in order to perpetuate real human information forward to the next generations in order to evolve? The year is 2016 and we are at war with everything, including ourselves; have we really "advanced" as a "civilization" or "society"? How can we when as a whole we are neither civil nor social.

Just some things to ponder as I share my mind with the 4 readers with a very high tolerance for those which "think too much"; as I slowly go into the abyss some call madness. Did you catch my programmed response there?

Waking Times: http://www.wakingtimes.com/2016/07/16/the-arrogance-of-ignorance/

French Translations - Thank You EY@EL and Aime:

http://lapensinemutine.eklablog.com/l-arrogance-de-l-ignorance-a126443638

https://fr.sott.net/article/28605-L-arrogance-de-l-ignorance

Saturday, February 27, 2016

Simple Questions And Hard Truths



There have been many realizations in the past months as I see the things which I abhor everywhere and in so many people from so many places and supposed 'differing' cultures. I admit that that was probably not the best way to start this as many may misconstrue my honesty for a 'negative' undertone to this article.

I admit that the demographic with which I chose to locate myself in order to find myself (paradox?) is similar to what I am accustomed to and with the few 'outside' locations which I witnessed, there was just the 'levels' of development which differed rather than the entire underlying factors such as the increasing importance of money for life and the inevitable decay of the social and familial structures rather than the evolving of them.

That I need to work on my own issues is very evident; wanting to sleep with every woman I meet, drinking to hide and relax myself within environments which I find difficult yet place myself within and letting the outside world determine my level of happiness. What is happiness though? Is it not a perception which is different for all and therefore not definable? My main work will need to happen in simply allowing myself to feel close to some one and perhaps to find some redeeming qualities within myself and all of humanity.

While I toil with my own issues, am I simply to accept and communicate mainly within mundane conversations, never upsetting anyone for their feelings are the only thing which is of importance? The feelings must be one's own for they could never be manipulated; one must believe this to be true in order to validate one's sense of self control and, evidently, self worth.

Ever trapped within an endless circle of ignorance fueled fear and conversations solely meant to compete or distract - this is how I feel; do my feelings also count? Or am I doomed to forever dumb myself down for the same pseudo-discussions simply to avoid offending another and never taking into consideration how I feel? This seems like a strange paradoxical game based on political correctness and fueled by a fear of judgment of others.

It does not take a lot of research through history to discover that this is not what people like to conveniently term 'human nature', nor is it genetics; this trait has developed over time therefor it can be unlearned. It will take an honest introspection of one's life and trusted 'sources' of information throughout that life and that can be very difficult, in fact, the most difficult thing of all.

The question is: how long do we want to keep chasing our tails? A hundred years, a thousand? It is all up to each and every one of us to question who we think we are if we are to have any chance of discovering and being who we actually are. I have found that this is not to be viewed as an actual destination or something to achieve but rather a path to be taken which is a constant 'evolutionary' journey (for lack of a better term) while never ends but is constantly full of learning and a paying forward of that knowledge.

This is what life has brought me to: the ability (curse) to ask questions which others seem not to capable of, the sight to see what is behind the curtain (even if simply a glimpse) what is now and in front (even if it is always 'now') in order to discern information which is projected towards me and the knowledge of myself and my own life experiences (even if only partial) in order to catch the subtle changes which occur generation after generation.

Does this mean that I purport to have all the answers or know every thing? Far from it, it merely means that I have many questions with a desire to learn, if not the answers, the basis of the questions; yet this is never how I am perceived. The polite tell me that I think too much or that I am some sort of philosopher - simply placing me within a label which turns off the ability to listen and therefore that with which to converse. Some tell me that I talk to much while constantly interrupting the conversation (even after being confronted with the question - Is it too much for your short attention span generation? - and having answered "Yes") and even if you were to record the conversation and they could see it for themselves, they rarely see themselves.

What does one do after a life time of 'same-old same-old' and no end in sight even though he needs to find a hint of where his path lies. A life time of giving and taking but introspection has shown that his heart was in the right place (and yes, I am speaking of myself in the third person but this is still my article - :-p) yet so much torment, shame and guilt (old program perhaps) still haunt him wherever he makes his way to and no matter what revelations he may think he has.

That is that tough nut to swallow - the revelations I may think I have. Think about that for a moment; we all like to believe that whatever thought we have actually originates from our very being - but what is that really? Are we not essentially formed from the environment around us including what we think from so many sources which are multi-generational and now bombard us every day? Do I really feel that 'special' that I can be immune to all outside influences and claim that I am above all? From a mom gasping in fear when a child simply falls on their butt (instilling a fear reaction) to the 'education' and papers which we receive because we can think a certain way or repeat certain things to the 'experiences' we may have either real or fake (one never knows). How does one think when one tries to think outside their program? How does one think outside the box if one is limited to the language of the box?

Here is a question - With the majority of people seeming to worship engineers these days and especially in municipal dealings, obey without question, why is it that all the things that has a high monetary cost breaks down the most? Why can't these engineers get things right yet when things seemed to last a lot longer and were better made before? Is this progress?

Simple questions and hard truths - perhaps it is as simply as that, or rather as difficult as that. Along my path I can only state that I have found that within acceptance of ones ignorance one can find a place to learn from. Within denial and justification, one simply solidifies their ignorance.

Monday, August 31, 2015

My Mind and The World - Introspection

The title track to my blog? :)

How do I deal with everything at once? Having developed (gifted/cursed) a sense of wrong with everything I have ever been "taught" and able to see through indoctrination programs, I have never "fit in" anywhere and I have gone through places, relationships, employment and seemingly everything else on a quest to find "meaning" to my existence.

The quest which I have embarked on seems to be one of truth and love but there are so many obstacles along the way be them within me or external. Just a look about at the real world is enough to drive me insane if I let it. So many contradictions flying about such as "save the children", "save the environment", "save the animals"; are we already so far gone that we have to actually "save" these things and if so from what but ourselves? Is the need to save everything about "me" in order to satisfy part of my programmed ego or is it really about helping others and a sense of what is right which includes what I leave for future generations (think 250-500 years)?

I believe that these things can be "saved" with the greatest of ease; all it takes is "honesty". This one little act can do so many things; it can make us look within ourselves to see our own complicity within a decaying present and future, allow us to truly have "conversations" which are not hindered behind a veil of deceit (within and without) and competition and it can shed light on the seemingly infinite control mechanisms which have been programmed into our very beings.

Am I capable of being truly honest with myself, let alone with others? All my life I have noticed certain memes and one of them is that a "little white lie" (gotta love the good/evil aspect of that) can be "good" (Does my ass look fat in these pants?) even though "honesty" is touted as a "valued" trait. Such a lie can be used to "protect" another from "bad" feelings be them the spouse which shall never find out about the infidelity or the populous which shall remain ignorant of the actual workings of the political and financial aspects of the world; for their own good of course.

Now this is confusing to me, for within my years of life experience, I can honestly say that "bad" feelings or experiences are one of the most powerful ways to learn if one can release themselves from the "pain" which they tend to bring. Each path leads to information; but there are many more paths to follow these days as people tend to search for the expressway to enlightenment. Everyone seems to need to be heard along with an endless stream of almost cult-like, institutionally run truther, esoteric, scientific, cabalistic movements (add them as they come to you). Some are genuine but many tend to distract and detract from information which may cause honest introspection and perhaps a shift in human consciousness.

I have pondered for years on my childhood and every year since about what I learned, believed, changed and will continue to do so within honest reflection even through my own painful realizations, blocks and hurdles. I have seen different cultures, countries, generations and classes of what we call society and have found that they are more similar than how we treat each other; so why are we so separated?

I have found it both easy and difficult to converse with people from all walks of life. Easy when they inquire and learn through their own revelations, experiences and sometimes by accident. Difficult when they desire to project intelligence by simply regurgitating sound-bites from the ministries of Indoctrination (education) and propaganda (media) or from the line of endless "experts" willing to fill our minds. What is ironic is that it is exactly the process needed to "pass" the indoctrination system and "succeed" in life; memorize and regurgitate then be mesmerized and forget.

I cannot show you my pedigree papers for I am an "uneducated" man. I don't claim intelligence, simply an understanding based upon my ability to discern information and experiences throughout my life and at that time. Not labelling myself as "educated" allows me to bypass the barriers which I may erect in believing that I have "achieved" a "goal"; that my path has reached a destination. If I had indeed reached a goal why would I bother to continue to learn? I think, without being a thinker, I write, without being a writer and I live, as human as I can at that moment within honesty even if only in reflection and without immediate comprehension (like the way I write).

So I stumble along, I trip and fall, I pick myself up and continue. I occasionally have help along the way be it in the form of the physical or of the existential and I try to learn the lessons every time. Sometimes it takes years to learn the lesson and the stumbling increases and I walk about in circles but there is always something (be it synchronistic) which leads me back to the path (albeit undefined).

Can I find what it is I am searching for if it can never be truly "defined"? Can I escape the madness which daily knocks at the door just to see if I am ready to succumb? Will I know honesty, within and without, without simply talking to myself and winning every argument? These are some of the questions which I ask myself as I live, learn and stumble along the undefinable path called life.





Thursday, August 27, 2015

Detached

Read this today and it made me reflect on how detached "we" as a society have become.
First State Legalizes Taser Drones for Cops, Thanks to a Lobbyist

I recalled seeing helicopter footage in Iraq or somewhere equally detached from us on the Internet and all people seemed to want to do about it was to persecute and prosecute the "leak". Same thing happened with "surveillance" information which was leaked. The very notion of being "spied" on all the time was something which came from far away, detached, lands. Where is the attachment now that it is finally hitting "home"? Those "in charge" will take care of things.

Wars are spread around the world yet that is also detached; for the defence and security industries are booming and jobs in those fields are plenty. Police need new toys for all situations require heavily armed responses. And as the article about states, no more attachment to having to see someone's face contort when tased. If there is no one directly bombing/tasing me, then the government and military are doing a good job; oh those poor people in Israel.

A comment I read about people watching a fire instead of helping to get it under control. I guess "insurance issues" could be one of the sources of their detachment from that; for we know that trumps all human reasons.

The umbilical chord is cut but we wait to detach, we wait for 18 years, then the detachment begins. Meanwhile the detachment from the offspring also begins until one day both sides wish they could have been "closer". We sometimes have good hindsight; especially for things which "matter" to "me" and usually when it is too late. Where is the hindsight in things which are still going on?

Heard about chemtrails? "You mean them things other people see?" But you should have seen the size of the raccoon in my yard the other day. Someone should do something about that.

Where is the attachment to the 29,000 children which day on a daily basis simply for the crime of being born without money? Where is the attachment for the Earth and its inhabitants which is ravaged daily? Where is the attachment to wage slavery? Where is the attachment to dumbing down your children? Fukushima, Geo-Engineering, GMOs, NGOs, bubbles, religion, WHO, IMF, government, police, terrorists, demonstrations, extremists, environmentalist, activists, communists, socialists, satanists ... I have to stop before my head explodes. There are so many things, coming from so many "angles" how can I attach to all of those?

Where has the "attachment" gone?

Is it wrapped in the hands, shoved in the pockets, stuffed in the mouths or spent and saved? If I can't own it, it is detached from me? Is the air I breath detached from me? Is the moon I gaze upon a detachment? Must be for rumour has it that we went there so been there done that. Apparently we stuck a flag in the ground to mark territory (couldn't well pee out of those space suits); it's still waving in the wind, last I heard.

We can attach ourselves to a story, ideals, religions, movements and politicians (we know nothing about) as we repeat slogans and bits of "wisdom" (sometimes in the "Captain Obvious" way). Do these make sense to me? Is this all that there is left? Perhaps the problem is that I have detached from me. And perhaps I had "help" along the way.

This is what being owned is!

People use the term "I owned you" when talking of putting one over on a friend. Are we so far detached from our means of communication that a term, which could be referenced to "slave", is just another endearing term within the competitiveness of life amongst chums. Maybe just thinking about it differently will make it disappear as much words throughout history have. Maybe by removing myself from it; by detaching. What a topsy-turvy world.

Do I own my thoughts or are they a product of environmental influences? If I don't own them, should I be attached to them? If I "owned" them, would they stop flowing through me? Should I think I am doing the right thing or should I feel I am(perhaps both)? Should I think about helping another in need or should I feel I can do nothing else?

I raised rabbits for meat for a bit (8 rabbits total) - I gave 3 of them away as I could not detach so perhaps there is hope for me yet. The only thing I know is that if I don't own me, I will always be detached from the things which matter and attached to the things I am meant to.

Oh how the path is winding.

September 2015 - Give Me A Break

If we are indeed supposed to focus on the NOW within in order to create the future without, shouldn't we stop chasing the "end of days to save us all" (awaken the many) scenario? Even if we do tend to get a little excited that "something" is coming, are we inviting just such a scenario? Perhaps it will take an "end of days" event in order for change to happen; does that mean the over-population folks get their way and that the "Prepper" will be the survivor? And what happens next? I'll bet it's the same-old, same-old but with more "controls" and "security" after all, we live by the "rule of law".

Perhaps I am a bit cynical; I did witness throughout my "awakening" (not a word I enjoy) that at first there were not many of us (and by "us", I include myself in the loosest sense), then it was saturated by conspiracy theorists (be them conspiracy fact or not, people got lost in it), then the "Truther Movement" which seemed to revel in the finding of conspiracies which could have blame attached (especially Israel) through study and repetition and finally the esoteric movement which tells us that we are at a "great time" in human history (that history is still in the future) and that many are "awakening" (there is that word again) and "change" is coming (sounds a lot like Obama) in the form of a "shift". If I left out an awakening demographic I do apologize.

So where do I go? What do I believe? It seems a lot safer with that "within and without" thing which I mentioned earlier. Sure it's "esoteric" but at least it relies on "me" and those which are affected by "me". This way I can see the "changes" and I can gauge the "awakening". But, is "me" lost? Am I solely a product of my environment? Am I chasing down the same rabbit holes expecting to come out with a salmon? Am I just following the same memes of distrust and separation?

Do I follow or do I lead myself? This is not to imply that I would be party to a "every man for himself" situation; this is not an "alone" thing. Then again in a way it is. Having to see myself in the raw is excruciating; for the ego hurts you as you make it less important. Some say that one has to destroy the ego but this is but a fools dream, for the ego is a part of me whether I like it or not. I will, however, not (or at least view and learn from it) let the ego control me. That is all I can do in order to get to the within which supposedly controls the without.

So, do I lash out? Do I hate the "rulers", the "controllers"? Do I allow a without to dictate my emotions of ego? If we are truly energy in a universe of ever expanding energy, shouldn't I let things go? Perhaps I am to believe that halting the expansion of my energy on someone which has halted theirs is a good idea.

As I travel within to an awareness which dictates that I profess my ignorance, I struggle. I try to hold onto the last vestiges of the "life" which I called mine only to find it was really someone else's; even if they are long dead and beyond my punishment. What does that do to my ego knowing that I cannot punish a "wrong-doer"? It certainly writhes and searches for something more "recent" which the focus can be directed upon but I gotcha. Another lesson learned, I guess. It didn't seem too harsh but you should have been inside my head at the time; perhaps you would have changed your mind.

My first instinct tells me to "run and hide" the second to "stand and fight"; is there a third? Have I totally been conditioned to not even be able to "imagine" a third, imagination, in its pure form  outside the ego?. Has it been so well conditioned that it shall remain dormant forever? Change is not change without imagination.

Tick-tock, tick-tong - time is running out. For whom? For the ego or for the self? Is it my body or is it my soul they are coming for? In a universe of infinite energy and being part of that, the "feeling" that something is "wrong" moves forward. Perhaps we won't be here to witness the "change" or "ascension" but what we can witness is ourselves as we become superior to our former selves (thanks Hemmingway).

Now, don't get me wrong but if you do perhaps look inwards (like the monk which makes us wait - sometimes we just are not ready) for I don't mean anything "personal" as these are just my thoughts  exploding into view. One thing which I have noticed which spans all the "awakening" crowd is that they still tend to get "touchy" at times. Thoughts are thoughts and ideas and more of the same. Touchy is a "reaction" which perhaps is meant to block thoughts - but who am I to say that?

Thursday, July 30, 2015

The 1% - Why Do We Insist On Lying To Ourselves?

Espagnol - Gracias Adela Kaufmann

As I read, learn and live I see the ever increasing number of peoples which claim to be "awake". These people with their research, documents, web links; all "evidence" that they must be "awake". They lament about the 1% controlling the world, poisoning our water and food, wreaking havoc on our financial systems, chem-trails, drugging, killing, torturing, imprisoning... the list is endless. What they don't see is that it is not the 1% but rather the 99% which are the enablers of this catastrophe which we refer to as civilization and which hinders any kind of progression into human evolution.

Let's take the 1%, which we abhor, into perspective: OXFAM had released a report (short lived in the media but hey, Justin Bieber was doing something reckless) that 85 people in the world control over half the world's wealth. A little simple mathematics: 1% of 7,000,000,000 (billion) people is 70,000,000 million people (drop 2 zeros) yet only 85 own half the world's resources making them the 0.000000012 %. So why is it that we make it into such an acceptable number as 1% instead of seeing how utterly ridiculous it actually is?

Now let us talk about the "awakened": perhaps there are 70 million people which are beginning to realize that things are not as they seem and far from optimal in the course of human development (awake). 70 million people seems like a lot but really it would only represent 1% of the human population. Now these "awake" individuals all see that the majority of the population (the 99%) are asleep at the wheel and are not doing enough to keep us from driving over the edge.

The "Sheeple" (as many, including myself, has called them) can be seen accepting laws which remove their (and my) rights in order to feel "secure", they defend the rich because they too aspire to wealth and a life of ease, they defend the system by repeating what they have heard of other systems (the devil you know versus the one you don't), they say things like "That's just the way it is." or "What can I do?"; basically they help to enable everything which the 0.000000012% want to accomplish through their fears, acceptance and apathy.

Now here is the tricky part, how do you blame 99% of the people (including ourselves)? It is far easier to lay the blame externally on the 1% (which is far larger than it should be but acceptable to the mind) than to see our very own complacency within the problems of the our species (not to mention other species and the Earth itself). To see it as it really is would mean that everyone would have to do an honest introspection of their very being; everything that they have learned which makes them believe who they are. They would have to have an honest and moral look at the world around us which we all have helped to shape in one form or another. They would have to delve into the unknown and want "change" (no not the Obama kind) rather than being content and fearful of anything which might upset the "balance" in which they find solace. Sounds like far too much work and perhaps even a bit mamby-pamby.

All I ask with these thoughts is that people stop using the 1% program and at least start using the zero followed by seven zeros followed by twelve - 0.000000012 - percent when discussing the rulers (so we can see how ridiculous it really is), and perhaps to reflect and discern information (even this one) before simply repeating whatever is presented; like calling money what it has become - life credits - but I digress, that is for another time perhaps.


Peace

Spanish translation - Thank you Adela Kaufmann
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/ciencia_conscioussociopol147.htm

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

My Thoughts On Libya

Change is a coming.

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I've been reading, like many of you, on the "happenings" :-) in Libya.

From what I gather, there are a bunch of CIA involved (hired, trained, armed etc.) Al-Queda oops Rebels ... (Do we call them agents?) which are armed by the US and supported through air-strikes (should I have said No Fly Zone?) to NOT induce "Regime Change" wait.... now it is about Regime change. (Hard to keep up)

I already know about the OIL and the "Strategic Advantage", when are we going to stop with the obvious lies? Does the Mainstream Media take me for a fool?

I can see that this is the "I'm going in, no asking congress" (and it's Not War) precedence which a "President" needed to assert his authority. I can see this assertiveness being processed at many and different levels; be it at a government level, a personal level or just your boss trying assert themselves, it is still the same.

I see it in the U.K., Ireland, Greece, Canada, the G20...(and the list goes on) the powers that be seem to be asserting themselves everywhere. Why now? What is on the horizon? What are they afraid of?

YOU!

Only you have the power to stop the insanity. Only you can demand that War be abolished. Only you can stop the thievery of your children's future. Only you can take back what the Corporatocracy has stolen from you and future generations.

Now imagine 200 million other YOUs.

Saturday, April 09, 2011

I Wonder

I wonder about our system which covets "private" enterprise because it creates "incentive" and "competition", yet gives billion dollar companies (not really something which needs a leg up in order to compete) hundreds of millions for Research and Development or to rebuild their infrastructure; now, refresh my memory, where did the incentive come from? And then we never have budget for social spending.
At the same time, said corporations, use extortion tactics such as threatening to move (or implied) upon the public in order to create "Choice". Hmmmmm makes me think, what is Choice?

I wonder how a country can seemingly borrow indefinite sums for War but not for the productivity and well being of its work force (note that I did not use citizens or people).

I wonder how the citizens of a "moral" society which wastes 27% of its food can have the audacity to blame Over-Population for the tens of thousands of deaths which occur daily all through the simply fact of not having funds for life.

I wonder how any parent can think that simply "succeeding" in today's world (even if it means no real thought) is enough for their children. I realize they are backed by schools, governments, peers et al. (just because everyone does it does not make it right) but are they that much obsessed with themselves about how they "feel", that they cannot see that the future for generations to come, is being shaped and that it does not include evolution? With our consent of course.

I wonder how a parent can consider that they properly raised a child if they always protected said child from disappointment and sadness.

I wonder if people will ever realize that they seem to live in a state of perpetual childhood.

I wonder if collectively, we enjoy being treated like children and morons.

I wonder how a society which keeps getting told NOT to do something and HOW to live, can still consider itself FREE and then defend what binds us by saying "If there were no laws there would be anarchy" (I like how they say it matter-of-factually as if it were an indisputable fact). This is an obvious programmed response which is based upon having no faith in Humanity; that given the chance we will all succumb to the beast within and we will be eating each other. They try to lump greed into their equation alluding to "instinct" without ever factoring in a system which equates life to money. This is a point of Separation for both logic and people.

I wonder why people seem so afraid of Change.

I wonder why people don't seem to be able to "handle the truth".

I wonder how people can brush off the truth and label it as opinion if it is something they don't agree with.

I wonder how a populous which values their own "opinions" to the point of aggression, when confronted with logic, will ever Learn ("I'm entitled to my own opinion").

I wonder about "Innocent until Proven Guilty" when we seem to practice the opposite.

I wonder about the "lynch mob" mentality which seems to occur when the public is "informed" of an alleged wrongdoing.

I wonder how people can believe that they "own their home" when the local authority can take it for $800 of taxes owed and print your name in the paper to boot (deadbeat).

I wonder about Local Government when the Federal Government can nullify local regulations.

I wonder what gave the right to the government to sell our resources and claim ownership.

I wonder about the future of a humanity which doesn't seem to care about humans (as long as it is within budget).

I wonder what a conversation without ego or competition feels like.

I wonder, will I ever find a place which I can belong?

Wednesday, April 06, 2011

Regime Change in North America

I feel trapped in this world of superficial stupidity, ignorance and arrogance.

As I live, I witness many things that have and are happening around me and this world. I have noticed the rise of Corporations and Governments (Canada especially but of course, the U.S.) as they have seemed to merge into the same entity. I have observed the creation of many laws to protect "property", finance and industry along with many more for the obvious goal of control. They have become monolithic institutions which control every aspect of our lives and to whom we relinquish that power simply by accepting.

I have always thought of Canada as a great social experiment; seeing how far it can push its citizen by enacting laws for this, fines for that and permits for everything imaginable. A small population divided by geography, language and culture (the only real culture is that of money) making it that much easier to, manipulate, control and always be at odds. The people react predictably in different parts with envy and judgment and there is no real chance of them ever uniting. It is an ideal environment. I have also seen some of these ideas worming their way south. Hmmmm I have often wondered.

In the political mentality, Canada is a country which prides itself on not having a 2 party system (like its southern neighbor - we like to portray that we are better) yet enforces said system through "strategic" voting and defends it as the "devil you know versus..." mentality (fear of suffering due to choosing an unknown path). Guess what, the devils all have the same financiers. Looking at the current election which is happening in Canada, one can see that it is all about money and from reading and hearing what a lot of people most crave in life; financial security (and entitlement) is number 1. They ask "why shouldn't I care about money?" They are taught early in life about the difference in having it and not and they forever aspire to "having it". Funny how no party vows to "End the Wars".

I have seen the elevation of politics and economics to a level which has infiltrated every part of our being. I have borne witness to the rise of the Big Banks, Big Media, the Military Industrial Complex, the Corrections Industrial Complex, big Pharma, the Agriculture Industrial Complex, the Telecommunications Mafia, the Energy Cartels, Big Box Retails and many others along the way. I am still wondering how any of this helps "us" in the long run; how have we "advanced" other than materially (which includes the aspirations of material advancement or Hope)?

I have heard the people talk, party, love, cry, care, label, hate, judge, envy, fear but one of the things which I seem to have heard the most over the years, is people demanding more jail time; more punishment. I remember them talking about "3 meals a day", "medical & dental" and referring to minimum security as "country clubs".

They wanted harsh sentences for those who broke the "Rule of Law" (because once a criminal, always a criminal). "If I have to live by it, so does everyone else" I've heard them say (we are seeing this now with our "wars of peace" and expansion of "democracy"). With the popular cry of the people, more laws, more controls, more restrictions and harsher punishments have been granted but this also set precedence for more and more controls.
I have also noticed the barrage of "battle" terms which have been used to describe everything these days, increase over the years. Everyday conversations, kids, banks, entertainment, news, elections, schools et. al. Nope, this can have no effect on our psyche; we are "Free" to "Choose" our path in life.

I have witnessed the emotions of fear, envy, judgment and the importance of labels and "me" all become increasingly dominant within our expected "norms". I have witnessed the defensive stance taken when breaching a boundary set by a limitation of one's own intelligence and the effect this has on the "ego". To educate people is to point out that they may have received the wrong information and this cannot be; it is interpreted as an attack of their intelligence or a reference to their ignorance. People would rather stay ignorant as long as they "believe" that they are not.

It was announced by the CBC this week that Canada's electricity generation was for sale. They want to "privatize" slowly and allow for "competition" instead of "state monopoly" (there are private energy producers). They want to allow for smaller energy producers and bring "competition" (to give the "average Joe" some aspirations of a good investment). I remember this M.O. from the privatization of the Telecoms, guess we don't learn. The smaller operations get bought out (as we cheer the huge dollar amounts) by the larger ones and we are left with a consortium of Energy Giants (same Big Oil) which may give us a fair price at first but then gouges us through billing "techniques" and hikes. We end up leasing our own resources.

Essential services and resource management should belong to the people - Period. Just because it can make money, doesn't mean it should make it off the backs of the nation. We don't need to privatize our country, we need to take back what is rightly ours.

This is just a bit of the past as I have seen it and more importantly, the future as it is shaping itself to be. This is what future generations will have to look forward to because "Economics" rules the world. I don't know if "Human Caused Global Climate Change" is real but if there is a chance, we need to change; we need to stop prioritizing and idol worshiping money, having (oops) oil spills or dumping radioactive water into the oceans. There are alternatives but it begins with a different way to see things within all of us - a change from within.

If you need a revolution, guaranteed that if 10 million people didn't go to work or shop or drive or feed the system in any way for a week or a month, we could induce "Rapid Change" and start over; we can have a peaceful revolution and take back our sanity and morality. The Beast may reveal itself and punish us hard but we would finally know it for what it really is and its defeat would be inevitable from there. It is time for regime change in North America.

Sunday, April 03, 2011

Save the Planet? Not Economically Viable 2011

In 2006 I wrote Save the Planet? Not Economically Viable - Here is a Re-Think for 2011

I know that there has been "action" taken so far on our great climate crisis, or at least that is what we are led to believe. The media, the government, the corporatacracy et. al have worked very hard to convince the general public that it is the consumer's habits which are the problem; just buy "this" and you are helping the planet. They make laws and design punishments which seem to be rushed through in order to make you believe that the guilty party has been identified and action has been taken. (The frothing at the mouth begins when the public receives word of a POB - point of blame)

This action has been all about the blame game and whom better than the people who buy the crap they manufacture. The crap & scam oops I mean cap & trade system, passing the buck to consumers, the enactment of by-laws and permits, you are now a criminal, pay a fine here and light-bulbs and thermostats and recycling and kids being snitches and enviro-cops and ... wait, what was the topic again. See how easy it is to get distracted. Buy this and it will all be better.

As it became politicized, like everything else, being concerned for the environment became about profit and then it mainly turned to crap (thanks Al Gore - nah, never just one point of blame).

(Now where was I) Oh yeah, saving the planet, saving the animals, saving the environment, saving the whales, saving the people, saving the children ... (Stay on target) and most of all saving money, Do we really think that we are going to be able to save anything without first saving ourselves? "Saving ourselves from what?" you may ask. Well, our collective naiveté, selfishness and ignorance for starters.

In my 42 years of existence (and that is a deliberate word), I have been witness to the forming of a sociological norm which is, quite frankly, pathological. I have shuddered at the growth of two things which I believe have been the basis for our degradation: Politics and Economics. Look around and really think how many things, which are a danger to our Planet, have a root cause of one or both of these 'ics'?

Look around some more and ask yourself "What do I see as an improvement in my lifetime?" (and I don't mean a "convenience" or that this about YOU)? I mean a real improvement which can be viewed in history as a definitive evolution of the human species. Do you see anything?

OK, let's define it further. Let's take the necessities of life and assume that by their ease of or struggle for, can determine the outcomes in human evolution; more factors taken care of, more "civilized" behavior.

1) Water - Why do people not have access to water? Would not a population which did not have to "pay" for the most basic human need have more chance at learning?

We are told that it is "expensive" and we defend that. The search for a POB will have you believing it's our toilets, our hygiene habits, our lawns (they help us to identify the culprits) so buy this new thing (usually with a high energy footprint) and you will be helping. So we hop into our gasoline powered vehicles and go to the store to purchase said products which have a long line of oil in their production and delivery; and we feel good about doing "something".

What we are not told is that for every 2 litres of Coke which is produced, it takes 4 litres of fresh water or a pound of plastic at 24 gallons(think of how much plastic is in our "convenient" lives) or that for every pound of steak it takes over 500 gallons of water, 1,851 gallons to refine a barrel of oil and up 28,100 gallons to process 1 ton of sugar cane and produce refined sugar.

They are making water a commodity to sell back to us and using it as quickly as possible to sell us inferior goods which were never built to last; and we must foot the bill even more?

People don't have water because they don't have money. Whether to build infrastructure or through corruption - this does not deflect from money being the root.

2) Food - Why is there hunger? Can we really call ourselves a "civilization" as so many people starve to death?

We are told that there are too many people, not enough land, cost restrictions(?), logistical problems which all boil down to money. So people starve because they cannot afford to eat. Wow... And then we invade other countries claiming to be protecting their people and bringing them the advanced system of "democracy".

As for the land argument, a lot of corn seems to be taking a lot of land for feed and fuel as 1 example. And as to the too many people argument, Google how much food is thrown away each year; the math says yes, the greed says no. And I didn't even mention Monsanto :-)

2) Shelter - Why are there homeless?
I drive by countless places which are empty; either for rent or sale. I guess the problem is still economics.

3) Knowledge - Why is information not free? What is the number one factor needed in order to advance a society (and I don't mean bigger TVs)? Intelligence.

Do you think that an intelligent society would waste so many resources on war?

4) Peace - Why do we still wage wars (have no mistake that it is us who wage).
Part of this can be attributed to number 3 and a large part is economics; "war is good for economy".

5) Technology - Why are technologies released in increments and even stymied?

PROFIT

One could put this into knowledge and definitively economics; there is no profit in building something that lasts or which can replace your current revenue flow.

Root) Money - it all comes down to this. I know you're thinking "It's not that simple" but yes it is. You can try to defend it then try to make logical assumptions using the rules of economics and ... STOP! In the end it all comes down to it.

Maybe money has played it's role in history and now it may be time for a more equitable way of moving human society forward. (If you're thinking that trading chickens comes into this equation, please close the browser window as this may be a wee bit too advanced for you; they're re-running CSI)

I have never been a big fan of money but I always knew I needed some; that was eventually well "trained" into me. I trembled at the power that money yields and wondered how it could make people seem to shed their humanity. Then it hit me; fear and survival. Many forms of control are enacted using these two mechanisms.

I watched them compete to get that dollar out of the consumer's pocket and put it into their own; families, friends, lovers....all a consumer in the end. This is not just about money but also about that perceived driver of all things good today; competition which occurs at even the most subtle of levels and heralded as being good for "growth" (all types).

I know that I am human and that as such I belong to the Earth and in return it belongs to me (not in an ownership way but rather a symbiotic one); this applies for everyone. The Earth's resources belong to everyone for the betterment of everyone (and again, if you're thinking "socialist" or any other "ist", move along to the next blog, you'll just hurt yourself here).

I know that there has been big talk in the past about fixing and action and ...well, none of the "action" ever took place. War, poverty, scarcity, hunger, inequality and slavery are not new and seem to be what is hampering a growth in human consciousness and the evolution of the "intelligent" being on this planet; the root, as I have mentioned, usually goes back to money.

Yes I did mention slavery as we are all stuck in this machine which prints money out of debt then gives it to the very people they borrowed it from so that they could lend it back to us (brazen). Then they cut social programs to balance an imaginary budget which enriches only the marginal top of a pyramid scheme we refer to as "freedom" and which feeds the military industrial complex and war.

Look around you again. Do you see any changes in your lifetime? Are they for the better or for the worst? Are we advancing as a species or regressing backwards. History does seem to have a way of repeating itself; especially if it is always written by the same fools.

Can we really save the planet? I think we have to save ourselves first. More scams and laws are not going to cut it if this indeed is a real and present threat. Driving "democracy" like a steamroller through countless "developing" countries and crushing cultures in the wake is not a solution. There is a need for something different, maybe Jacques Fresco has some answers, maybe others do too. Nothing is definite yet; Think about it.