Tuesday, December 10, 2019

The Truth Is Fun

The Truth Is Fun

It's finding out that what you hold to be a 'Part Of You' is a LIE which isn't.

To laugh at some ridiculousness which someone has enacted or repeated is usually immediately reacted to as:
"Are you laughing at me?"
To which I reply "I'm not laughing at you, I'm laughing with you."
Which many reply "Well I'm not laughing."
For which I reply "Then I'm laughing for you."

Here are some of the things which I have to laugh at (because I am tired of weeping):

I think that we all know that Big Pharma is all about profit. Yet people still take their drugs believing they are about health.

There is a lot of evidence against the efficacy and safety of vaccines, not to mention the countless accounts from victims of the 'adverse reactions' which includes death. Yet people still line up to get them and are easily incited to FORCE others to partake in this lunacy.

Voting never changes anything but people keep doing it, believing that 'this time' it's all going to be 'right'. Makes me think of "This time, I'm hitting those sevens." (How many times can people keep doing the same thing over and over again and expect different results?)

Microsoft is implicated in sterilizing 'vaccines' and eugenics, to mention a couple, and people (including the 'alt media') still use their operating system. I have offered, for the past decade, to help people install and adjust to Linux to rid themselves of MS Windows. There have not been many takers to my offer. The one (maybe it is only one) which I can think of, was eager to learn and to wean himself from the clutches of Gates; perhaps I should be happy with that. That said, there have been others which have failed in the process and some which even 'blame' me for their inability to adapt . There is a lot of that these days - "My ignorance is your fault". (sigh)

You can show people that a handful of companies control all the media they watch yet they still go home and watch TV believing that the 'News' is real. They believe that they are 'learning' something because they watch a lot of the History Channel. Hmm, history, written by the winners in the first place, served up by the 5 or so companies which control most media globally? Sounds like a great source for honesty. But you cannot say these things to them for it will invoke an argument as they MUST be learning something or else the majority of their lives will have amounted to NOTHING. (The games we play in our own programmed minds.)

The dangers of blue lights have been studied and publicly acknowledged yet there is still a push for LED everything and people keep using their glowing devices in the dark.

People are informed or have heard about the social experiments and psychological manipulation of social media yet they still use them. Even after learning that the designers of said platforms don't and won't let their children near them. They tell themselves that their child 'needs' a tablet for his schoolwork and a 'smartphone' for his 'security'. One of the things which I have observed is how it is now about 'Reacting' instead of responding in an augmented 'Perception".

It has been a well established fact for years about the dangers of sodas (affectionately known as 'soft drinks') yet people keep drinking them. Just hang outside a major supermarket or Walmart and see how many cases come out in the short time you are there. (All's good in 'moderation' right? Who knew spandex came in XXXXL?)

People ask: "Why can't they build stuff which lasts anymore?" - You know what, they CAN - we have been programmed to say stupid shit. The correct usage would have been "Why DON'T they build...?". Because it is a CHOICE and by using the word "can't" it is implying that the capacity of production is not there - it is an excuse, a justification whether we see it or not; it is programmed, automatic.

And not only do the machines have to hold up to time but the repair parts must also be available. Too many things these days could easily be repaired if the companies would make the parts available. There are so many layers (hands in pockets) involved in the 'manufacturing scam'. We have the knowledge and technology to build things to last at least a hundred years; now why don't we? (So we can be blamed for 'destroying' the planet with our 'mindless' consumption.)

People don't seem to realize that the 'red pill' is not about knowing that the government is corrupt or that corporations rule the land with banksters and evil families, it is about realizing your entire life may be a lie and until you can deal with that fact, you are still playing THEIR game - so they flock (and I use that term loosely) to 'alt media' in search of yet another external point of blame (POB) and they are learning what exactly?

What this world needs most is change and to do that, it means that each and every person must change. All these 'habits' and 'beliefs' that are held as the 'self' must be questioned and addressed; to change on a large scale, it must begin with the smallest details.

Individual 'reactions' holds the key. Look at how hard everything about you seems to wants you to react then learn to curb the reactions with responses and whoohoo we are on the way to 'change'. (Reactions don't involve thought like responses.)

'Seeking' is not (as far as I can see) the answer (just like that constant 'pursuit of happiness'). To BE a better person today than you were yesterday brings out the 'wisdom' within and that starts with the smallest changes of 'self'. Stop searching for external POBs and start bettering the world one person at a time. There are only so many 'rabbit holes' the soul can take so stop being lured down by someone you don't know; put down the pitchforks and KNOW yourself.

But what do I know?

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Friday, November 08, 2019

How Am I?

How Am I?

I get asked that question (as most do) often in life but I have never known how to answer it honestly.

The standard replies for this seemingly simply question are to invoke one word answers such as "fine" "great" or "fantastic" in order to portray a sense of 'wellness' and mixing it up with such things as "so-so" or "same old, same old" to avoid a commitment to the good/bad paradigm and to leave it ambiguous. I also reply with "I'm still here" which many take how ever way they please; usually negatively. (you can't say things like that, that is for the inner voice not the out-loud one)

I have learned in life that most do not want an actual answer to the question; they are not asking out of interest but rather out of empty pleasantries or chitchat. Most don't want to hear honesty for they would rather see things as bright and cheery and never remove their rose colored glassed. "Don't be so negative man" they chant if what you say perhaps ruffles their delicate, positively charged feathers.

They don't want to hear that I did not want to live past 30 and here I am beginning my 51st. They don't want to know that I wake every morning with a "damn, still here" to start my day. That I cannot remember a time where I was truly 'happy' (I seem to recall brief moments but they may simply be wishful dreaming). They don't want to hear that I don't share in their "Greatest time to be alive!" mantra nor do I have any 'hope' that humanity will 'awaken' its way out of what is in store for us and that I feel that this life is more of a prison sentence than anything else.

They don't want to know that I don't have any 'dreams' or 'ambitions' and cannot really think of a time when I did. That I never really wanted to 'succeed' (although I thought I did for a while but it passed rather quickly). That I want no part of what the collective deems 'society' or 'civilization' and that the only 'desires' I may have had in the past were merely implants of what is expected of a "productive member of society"; that I never really BELIEVED in any of it.

Perhaps you think that competition is a great thing and that it brings out the best (best what?) in people but I want no part of a life where I have to be 'strategic' in everything I do, with everything I purchase; where the only 'motivator' seems to be getting cash from one pocket to put into mine; where there are so many 'secrets' that it all must be based on lies.

People are meant to treat their lives as a business, counting every bean all the while being 'prudent', which is their euphemism for afraid and would rather someone else "make up their mind" so as not to make the 'decision' on what to fear. Fear is a great business to be in.

I do not know what others mean by 'intention' other than everything coming from a source of love (Is my intention to cause harm?). I have no 'hobbies' nor go out of my way for anything except to help another. There is a huge difference between intention and perception which most do not or will not grasp; perhaps it has been programmed that way. The program which I believe has been instilled is that of the perpetual childish ego.

This ego needs to hold onto what it thinks it knows which supersedes any information which may point to actual knowledge. The desire to learn is non-existent as the belief in one's own intelligence closes that door. This same ego has difficulty in simply answering a direct question as it perhaps believes doing so would be a trap and it must exonerate itself from any possible rapprochements. This ego does just enough of anything in order to say that it did something. Most of all, this ego fears the judgement of others; a perfect mental environment for today's 'normalcy' and control.

Do you know what would change the world? Simply bettering one's self every day would better the world. Bettering how? Perhaps by seeing one's self honestly for the first time and truly desiring to be better. Little steps as little habits broken become big habits broken; ignorance admitted instead of defended or justified (now what was that a definition for?) becomes an opportunity for knowledge and the more intelligent we grow on the aggregate, the less chance that we can "get fooled again" (does that bring back any memories? HA).

What saddens me is witnessing many fight tool and nail to hold onto the worst aspects of themselves and of our 'systems'. Perhaps because somehow it makes them who they perceive themselves to be (just one angle). What an insidious program we (humans) have been living under over the generations to be capable of simply passing something like that on to the next; to forever stunt the growth of 'humanity'.

It saddens me to see that the majority of a species which (to use a cliche) has 'potential', chooses the life of serfdom (slavery). I feel (as we keep with the feewings theme) that I am surrounded by stupidity (take that as you will) and that my intelligence drops simply by living in these times.

With all that and much more, I feel that the best day of my life shall be the last one. I'm just waiting for it to be over. Don't worry though, I don't need 'saving' but I could use some good conversation; you know, some talking but more importantly, some listening (hint) and bouncing of ideas instead of debunking and repeating programmed responses. Oh, and did I mention I don't need to be 'saved'. HA!

People tell me all sorts of things I need to do to get "through this". They tell me to focus on the good and forget the bad, breath, meditate, yoga, what-not. They want to 'save' me from myself by distracting me from myself? So many wasted energies flittering about the truther land and that is not saying that any of what is mentioned above is 'bad or good' (but how did you take it?).

Sometimes I wonder, if I could 'save' the humans (all inclusive term), would I want to? Remember the bible story of Moses coming down and the people had fallen into depravity, idol worship, corruption...(any of this ringing any bells?) - and he just went to the mountain to get a couple of tablets, We've had generations of social engineering, psychology experiments, MKUltra, Propaganda, 'real news' (wink), a multitude of division tactics (read NWO Manifesto for a short yet inclusive (ha) list) and so many more layers to this onion that it would take an entire book to write and lifetime to fully study.

If, as some claim, we all chose to be here in order to 'learn' then I simply want out. My time of 'learning' is over for I have seen all I want to see from this life/simulation/matrix/whatever. I don't need to stay to witness new levels of depravity which humans can have towards one another. (and I will leave that one right there before I rant too much).

So, where was I? Oh yeah - How am I?

Perhaps I should just reply with a 'fine' but I can no longer play the liar's game of life. HONESTY begins with self but that does not mean it has to stop there. Some day the TRUTH has to stop being offensive.

So, How Am I?

Don't ask, unless you really want to know.

Friday, June 07, 2019

ordo ab chao - Who's Chaos Is It Anyways?

We all know the phrase or at least the meaning - order out of chaos - for we have been indoctrinated all our lives to believe that we need to suffer in order to learn or advance forward like that sweet phrase "No pain, no gain"; that we need to be punished in order to be a good 'citizen'. The mantra of secret societies which allude to an 'elite' which will bring about 'order' and 'save' humanity from itself.

Through phrases like "darkest before the dawn". "it's going to get worst before it gets better" and "light at the end of the tunnel" to name a few, we have abdicated our power to 'suffering' in order to reach 'happiness' as we await a 'savior' in whatever form 'resonates' with us; be it through voting, prayer or 'manifestation', who will save us as the 'systems' which we have created begin to crumble about us and all fall into 'crisis'?

So where is it all going? It seems to me that there are an awful lot of 'angles' being covered; full spectrum dominance across sociological 'lives' which have been formed over decades, if not longer. 'Globalization' has been ongoing for most of my life now and it, in itself, encompasses many levels such as economic, military, medical, media, political, etc. Those which rule do not engage in 'single payout' operations, there are layers upon layers of causes and effects to their plans; from anticipation (predictive programming) to 'realization', 'acceptance' and 'consent', these are all controlled on levels so hidden that no one person can grasp them all.

Take how, currently, the U.S. is being built up as a 'global bully'; this is a great ploy for a Hegelian dialectic (problem/reaction/solution) move. How 'far' will it be 'allowed' to go before a 'global coalition' is 'demanded' from the masses in order to stop the big, bad menace which is involved in destabilizing, invading, covert wars, regime change, political meddling, economic and technological warfare, propaganda, torture, shredding of Natural Law and basic human dignity. The U.S. is being made out to be the 'bad guy' which will have to be 'taken down' at some point in the future (convenient for a nation which could never be 'invaded'). Who will be the 'savior' and how many more 'levels' and 'games' are being played simultaneously upon the human spirit? Didn't Edgar Cayce predict that Russia would save the world?

All the while the mass consciousness is being manipulated and forged into something which, in my opinion, no longer resembles 'Humanity'. Chase those life credits, jump through those hoops and you better 'obey' lest you be 'punished'. The 'aftershocks of such pervasive and constant programming makes it natural for the example of the cry of the tormented artist feeding the 'popularity' of his work which are considered 'investments' rather than works of art; all the while knowing, deep down, that if the artist were to suddenly die, the 'value' of said investment would surely rise. It's beauty and soulfulness eviscerated by the 'worth' deemed by others. Envy, is that what gives something value? Does my coveting give what you possess worth? If you die, do I 'win' big? Is this where 'competition' leads us to? Does this sort of example lay bare our depraved collective humanity?

The YouTube 'purge' (sure has been a long purge) of 'disinformation', 'fake news', 'extremists' and the like is also interesting. For in the forming of 'alternatives' and of the migration to such platforms such as DTube or BitChute. There is a built in assurance that the normal person which sees YouTube mentioned on T.V. and in films is not going to 'accidentally' come across any of this 'alternative' information which could spark an 'awakening'; after all, who wants to venture onto platforms which are 'occupied' by "white nationalists", "right-wing extremists" and "conspiracy videos" (you're with us or them)? This migration is creating echo chambers as alternative media and online radio has done for years. For even the 'awakened' need 'validation' and 'support' while they sell you all those supplements, alternative medicines, mystic encounters and prepper gear.

Interestingly there was an article in the MSM, as I write this, about Google banning Neo-Nazis and holocaust deniers (lumping them into one). This is the sort of thing which will be associated with the new platforms which will ensure that the majority steer clear of the 'dangers'; sort of sounds like 'Silk Road' all over again.

The court of public opinion is strengthening on the horizon as it has been 'fed' for at least a decade now with the help of your T.V. and other 'media'. The 'social justice warriors' shall become fused with a social credit system as they become widely used and accepted by the masses which relish the thought of punishment for those which stray too far outside the accepted lines of normal; keeping society 'safe' from ever breaking free of their slavery, I guess. It never ceases to amaze me that the more enslaved people become, the more they insist on 'everyone' joining in on the fun; the perfectly programmed ego knows no bonds.

In the end, with whatever happens, you will be proven 'right' or 'wrong' (depending on what you believe) and the 'appropriate' people will have been 'punished' but we will still be PAYING to be ALIVE in one form or another unless we can break the shackles which only we could have put there in the first place. There will be those which will 'thrive' in the 'new' environment and those which are destroyed (with cheering); where will you end up?

I have written before about a need to "get over ourselves", which is shedding the programmed ego and coming into our own true power by becoming who we really could be; now is the time to do that, post haste. As we play the games, because "you gotta eat", and slowly creep forward (business as usual with diminishing interludes) towards a possible 'Awakening', how far will you go to realize that you are not you and break free in every sense possible and accept that what has been built over the centuries is not LIFE and it is rotten to its very core, as is the programmed 'self'? 

I do not ascribe to the idea of 'good triumphing over evil' simply because it is on the 'right' side of duality and I believe that our point of no return has long passed, but there could still be a 'miracle' chance (albeit slim) that humanity can pull itself out of this; but I won't hold my breath.

Some say that "history will tell" but I put to you that if the winners write history, how difficult would it be to 'disappear' an entire civilization? There are already major 'holes' within our planetary 'history' which would indicate such a thing has perhaps already happened before. If you kill off an entire civilization and no one remembers, is it still a 'genocide'?

In the end, with all the 'order' already being executed and the 'surprises' coming our way, will there really be any 'change'? It all begins within each and every one of us by simply becoming better people every day; be better than you were yesterday and step out of the game.